Posted on 2010.01.07 at 15:41
How I'm feeling...: 
flirty
Tags: jared dream
I finally had my first Jared dream last night. He was being his cute, adorable playful self, teasing me, pulling me close
so I could smell his hot sweaty body. It was summertime, and he'd been outdoors all day taking part in some kind of
performance art, where the actors took turns with the roles. He was sitting, watching, and I came up to him to talk. He was
wearing his usual stocking cap and I could barely see his eyes. I told him, "Dude, why are you wearing that cap? It's
too hot for that." He made some low comment I didn't hear, and that's when he pulled me close, an arm over my shoulder, and
acted like he was going to stuff my face in his armpit. My head almost went there naturally anyway. I wrapped my right
arm around his back and left one over his waist/chest, and yeah, he was definitely hot and sweaty, but I assured him he
smelled fine. He complained about needing more deo. He was adorable! Just a tall sweaty teddy bear.
Oh, and I can still feel my arms around him as I write this. The firmness of him, and the warmth. How it felt to have his
arm over my shoulder, and my arms around him. GOD! I *love* my tactile dreams!
Posted on 2009.12.30 at 19:54
How I'm feeling...: 
happy
Tags: happy new year 2010
I just wanted to wish all my friends here at LJ a most wonderful and prosperous...and Supernatural and J2-filled...2010.
Posted on 2009.12.15 at 18:31
How I'm feeling...: 
accomplished
Tags: drabble fic
A teen!chester drabble about how Dean got the ring he always wears. (my own idea since it's never been stated in canon how he got it.)
Title: The Ring
Author: Kadysn
Disclaimer: The Winchesters don’t belong to me, as much as I wish they did...:-(
No. of words: 137
Spoiler alert: none (pre-series); teen!chester - Dean is 19, Sammy is 15
Normally, it wouldn’t have meant much to anyone else, but for Dean it meant a lot. Like the amulet he always wore, this ring was given to him by Sammy, and it meant the world to him.
Sam won it at a carnival of all places. The boys had spent the day there, relaxing after a hunt that had been rougher than usual. Dad allowed them to stay an extra day, so Sam and Dean took advantage of it and had fun at the carnival set up at the edge of town.
When Sam tossed the ring at Dean and smiled that sweet dimpled grin of his, Dean asked, his tone dry, “What? We engaged now?”
Sam laughed and walked on, yet Dean took a moment to slip the ring on his finger and whispered, “Thanks, Sammy.”
Please, read and leave reviews if you feel so inclined. Merry Christmas!
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5580544/1/Heart_of_the_Season
Posted on 2009.08.16 at 04:46
How I'm feeling...: 
restless
Tags: character meme, sam and dean winchester, supernatural
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babycin ... My replies concern Supernatural, of course!
01. The character I fell in love with first - Sam Winchester
02. The character I never expected to love as much as I do now - Dean Winchester
03. The character everyone else loves that I don't - Castiel (He's ok. I just don't gush over him.)
04. The character I love that everyone else hates - I don't know that people hate them, but I have a real fondness for both Madison and Dr. Cara.
05. The character I used to love but don't any longer - I don't have an answer to this one.
06. The character I would shag anytime - What? Do you really expect me to list anyone other than Sam and Dean? Get real...
07. The character I'd want to be like - Pamela Barnes. Bobby Singer is the shit!
08. The character I'd slap - Ruby #2, and Uriel. Zachariah too, for that matter.
09. A pairing that I love - Sam and Madison, Sam and Sarah Blake; Dean and Carmen (I wish she'd been real for him), Dean and Lisa. I wish we'd been able to have more of Sam and Jess, too.
10. A pairing that I despise - Despise is too strong for it, but I was never convinced of Dean and Cassie.
Title: Hidden Blessings
Category: Supernatural
Character(s): Sam W. & Dean W., a few OCs that are mine.
Words: 1,309 so far...
Genre(s): Gen; Hurt/Comfort/Family; serious emotional whompage of Sam
Summary: Sam gets some information concerning his past that will change his life... http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5249674/1/Hidden_Blessings( Sam tossed his cell phone on the bed beside him and gasped in shock. “Holy sh*t!” )
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