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1st-Jul-2013 11:46 am - [sticky post] Masterfic post

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2nd-Aug-2015 11:43 am - Just fyi...UPDATE
Always Keep Fighting
I won't be online much the next few days. I was admitted to the hospital yesterday, and I'm not sure yet how long I'll be here. I'll be back asap.

UPDATE: I was in the hospital three days. I'm home now but trying to take things easy. I won''t be online a lot, but thatnks for the good wishes and prayers. It's appreciated!
22nd-Jun-2015 11:32 am - Meme
Always Keep Fighting
Snaggged from raloria.

Right Now I'm...

Feeling: Pretty good! I had a therapy session this morning (I see my therapist once a week) and it was a good one.
Wearing: denim capris and one of my J2 AKF shirts
Wishing: my financial situation was better. Being jobless sucks.
Missing: my mom. She's been gone four months.
Thinking: I need to get back to writing. I miss it.
Wondering: how I'm going to be able to pay bills this year until I see if I can get unemployment or disability.
Raving About: J2, as always!
Ranting About: being poor. It's stressful.
Fangirling/Drooling Over: yesterday's J2 and kids Father's day photo that Jensen tweeted.
Thankful For: my brother's support. He's been my rock since our mom died.
Planning: for a trip to Europe this fall. If everything works out, a friend wants to take me to Rome. We'll see.
Looking Forward To: said trip, assuming it happens.
Dreading: the heat of the summer. I loathe hot/humid weather!
Wanting: to get back to my writing. The muse isn't ready to come out play yet, though.
Hoping: my finances improve sooner rather than later.

This meme created by raloria.
11th-Jun-2015 02:00 am - SPN_J2_Bigbang art post
Always Keep Fighting
I'm thrilled that I was able to art for etoile_etiolee's fic, Within You. She is a joy to work with, and I'd do it again in a heartbeat!

So, here's the art I created for her...

Main banner



Closing banner

12th-May-2015 05:06 pm - SPN_J2 BB reveals...
Always Keep Fighting
...and I'm happy to announce that I'll be working with etoile_etiolee! I love reading/arting for mpregs, which her fic is, so I'm looking forward to what she and I can produce together. When everything is done and posted, I hope ya'll will check it out.
11th-May-2015 03:55 pm - SPN_J2 BB
Always Keep Fighting
I claimed J2 #33. If this is your fic, CONTACT ME!!! I'm wanting to get the discussion going.

Update from my post yesterday...today has been a better day. No depression, so my bout of it probably isn't as serious as other people have, but I still plan to see what help I can get.
10th-May-2015 05:50 pm - Hellllooooo?
Always Keep Fighting
I claimed a fic for the SPN-J2 BB but haven't heard from my author yet. If my author will contact me asap, I'd love to talk with you and see what you're looking for.

On the personal front, today hasn't been the best of days. It's Mother's Day here in the USA, and since I lost my mom less than three months ago, it's been a rough day. I thnik I'm clinically depressed; I just haven't been diagnosed yet. I need to get something done though because I can't manage this way. I try to keep Jared and his Always Keep Fighting in mind, but sometimes it's easier said than done. I've been dealing with a lot in the past few months: lost my mom, lost my job, dealing with health issues of mine as well as my brother's, and renovations of my apartment. I'm not dealing with it all well.
2nd-May-2015 05:00 am - My baby...
Always Keep Fighting
26th-Apr-2015 11:13 am - Fandom aid for Nepal
Always Keep Fighting
This is my post... my offer (Go there to accept.)

‘BUY IT NOW’ OFFER | - fanart (photo manips, blends, icons, wallpapers, banners, headers)

QUANTITY | - $10 for five pieces. As stated above, they can be as small as icons, or as large as wallpapers, or a mix of sizes.

FANDOMS | SPN/J2, preferably Sam/Dean or J2 only, but I may be willing to do other characters. We can discuss. (ABSOLUTELY NO Destiel/Cockles.)

MINIMUM ‘BUY IT NOW’ DONATION REQUIREMENT | - $10/five items, but can do more.

ANY OTHER INFORMATION | If you have specific photos you want me to use, you'll need to send them to me. Minimum size of 800x600, and as HQ as possible. Communicate with me via email: kadysn@gmail.com.
13th-Apr-2015 02:26 pm - Attention fanfic writers!!
Always Keep Fighting
Originally posted by felisblanco at Attention fanfic writers!!
Some assholes are pulling fic from AO3 and other places without the authors' permission and putting them up on their own site where they make money off them with ads etc. Please search it to see if your stuff is there (you can search by author), then check here for more info, like how to demand they be taken down.

I found four of my own fic, randomly selected by a bot it seems. I sent them an email, demanding they remove my fic, although that was before I read the very helpful instructions provided in the link above. Maybe I should send them another. OTW is on the case, hopefully that will help shut this shit down.

I'm fucking furious. Assholes making money of fanfic writers' free but very hard labour. Not to mention how it fucks with the whole "fair use" idea. Fuck you, assholes. Fuck you very hard in the ass with a barbed wire.

ETA: They haven't stolen any of mine, but I'm sure they have done so with other fanfic writers we know and love in this and other fandoms. They've stolen several fics by my bestie obsidianromance as well. Let's kick their ass, people.
5th-Apr-2015 03:28 pm - Drabble "It's My Job, Right?"
Always Keep Fighting

Where's caring big brother Dean when you want/need him? Oh yeah...with Sammy. I've been under the weather this weekend with a cold, and since I figured I can't have Dean to take care of me, I'd let Sam have him. Just as it should be, I guess.

Happy Easter, gang!

(Credit "artsydenise" for the art. If she's here at LJ, I don't know what her user name is. Sorry.)
22nd-Mar-2015 05:49 pm - New art
Always Keep Fighting
A Twitter friend asked for art of J2 as cowboys, or more specifically, cowboy!Jensen teaching Jared how to horseback ride. This is what I came up with.

*blushes* I posted it on Jared's and Jensen's Facebook pages. I wonder if they'll see it and what they'd think?


20th-Mar-2015 09:33 pm - New member of Padalecki family!
Always Keep Fighting
Meet Gusto, aka Gus. They just adopted him from Austin Dog Rescue.

10th-Mar-2015 08:05 pm - Been busy arting...
Always Keep Fighting
I have a few manips to show off. Let me know what you think, 'k?

This one has been very popular on Tumblr since I posted it...

teenj2-Jared short hair-finish

I just made this one, and I love how it turned out...


For those who share my love for mpreg...


I made a few others but am saving them for my lovey obsidianromance to show them first, since I made them for her.
27th-Feb-2015 05:00 am - Special day!
17th-Feb-2015 07:39 am - Mom update
We lost my mom just after midnight this morning. I'm incredibly sad, but also glad because she's now getting the rest and peace she needed for so long.

Thanks for the prayers and good thoughts so many of you sent our way this last month and more on her behalf. <3
11th-Feb-2015 08:27 am - Another personal post
Just an update on my mom...we are moving her into hospice today. All the health issues she's been dealing with are just too much, and she's ready to go. It's down to just making sure she's comfortable. Thanks for all the prayers for her and the family. We appreciate it.
28th-Jan-2015 05:49 pm - Update (personal post)
Jensen *facepalm*
Since I posted my request for prayers and good thoughts for my mom the other day, I wanted to give ya'll a brief update. My mom is still in the hospital (today makes two weeks) and thiings change on a day-to-day basis. Suffice it to say she's stil needing your prayers, and I appreciate all the prayers and well wishes she's received from all of you already. Keep them coming, please?
16th-Jan-2015 02:28 pm - PERSONAL POST: RL sucks
Jensen *facepalm*
Once again, I come to my friends here to humbly ask for prayers and good wishes, this time for my mom. We've just been kicked in our heads with some worrisome news concerning her health, and it's probably going to be rough in the days and months ahead. I'm not going into details since it's about her and not myself, but prayers for my whole family would be greatly appreciated.

I won't be online as much while all this is going on, but I will check in as I can. Thanks ahead of time for your good thoughts. My mom appreciates it, and I do as well, more than you know. *hugs and love to you all*
8th-Jan-2015 05:00 am - Birthday girl!
It's been a few years ago, but a few friends and I worked on creating cards for our Winchester Arcana Tarot deck. Since then, a lot of new characters have been introduced on the show, so I'm wondering who would be interested in helping me create a new deck for all the old as well as new characters. I'm not sure yet if my fellow comm mods are still interested, but just in case they aren't, I'm looking for anyone who wasn''t involved in it back then but would like to be now.

I'm also looking for someone with HTML knowledge to help me maintain the old comm as well as a new one if this project gets up and running.

Please, gang, speak up if this sounds like something you'd like to help me with, and you have time for. It's a huge project - I'll warn you about that now. The one person who's interested (and who had this idea in the first place) suggests we shoot for an October 2015 deadline, around the time season 11 would premiere. I think that sounds doable. I just need a lot of help to get this underway. I kow some of the previous artists aren't at LJ anymore, so I'm looking for new artists who have joined the fandom in the last few years. Too, if anyone who arted for us the first time wants to do so again, you're all welcome to jump in again.

Last time, I was sent the finished cards, then I added decorative edging and banners with the name of the particular Tarot cards to give all the cards a continuity. This time I won't do that, but I think there needs to be something to give all the new cards a continuity. I'm looking for suggestions about that as well.

If you're interested, or have any ideas to suggest, feel free to email me. Kadysn at gmail dot com.
22nd-Dec-2014 05:00 am - Birthday boy
Jared - YES
25th-Nov-2014 03:26 pm - Fic illustrations question
I'm working on a piece of artwork that I think would be a good illustration for a young hooker!Jensen and older client!Jared fic. Do any of you know of one that doesn't have art to go with it? Barring that, would any of you authors want to write a fic with that trope, and let me illustrate it for you? It would have been for good for the Reversebang but I only created it today, so I'm too late for it.

Here's what I have so far...


If you guys have any ideas or suggestions, I'd love to hear them. I know I've read fics with this trope, but I can't recall any specifics.
cillab42 has posted about her situation on her LJ. You can help raise funds for her by making a direct donation here, participating in the auction, and/or spreading the word among your friends.

The auction started yesterday, November 20, and will run until November 29 (next Saturday). The last date for the auction is not the date by which you need to deliver your work. It's just the last date for people to bid on offers. You can talk to your winner and decide on the details/due date.

Auction page is here.

I've offered artwork, so if you'd like something from me, go take a look at the auction page. Please join us in helping a fellow SPNer.
23rd-Oct-2014 07:16 pm - Silly question, but...
Dean- Awkward
Does anyone know/has Jensen said how he got that scar on his chin? Only thing I've seen is someone asked him and he joked back, "What scar?" I figure I've probably missed a real answer from him.

Anyone? Buehler?
7th-Sep-2014 06:03 pm - Question... (edited)
Dean- Awkward
If you came upon personal information about Jared, Jensen and/or their families, what would you do with it? Would it depend on what the information was? What is the dividing line for you, on what's sharable and what isn't?

If you decided to share, how widely would you share? Just one person, a few trusted people, or would you share widely online in the fandom?

You're probably wondering why I'm asking. If you want to know, PM me.

EDIT: This post is pretty much moot at this point. I got on LJ this morning and saw where a photo of Jensen's new house was posted, and as it came from the realtor's site, the address was listed, and it hadn't been marked out. This is what my questions referred to, in a way. The home addresses of the guys (as well as their parents and other family members) are all public record and can be found if you look. Having said that, why post the info online? Don't they deserve their privacy? It's one thing to have the information, but to broadcast it?
Jensen 09
I was told that Jensen and Danni are moving to Austin. Does anyone have more information/photos on this? I've tried Googling for it but my Google-fu isn't working today.

Edit: I found the photos. Someone did, as Kat said, post them on Tumblr. Gorgeous house and property, I have to say!
12th-Aug-2014 08:56 am - The Jester's Mask
My bestie platinumrosel wrote this.

The Jester’s Mask

The stage is bare
The spotlight is dim
The laughter is silenced
How we will miss him

Behind the mask
Tears we did not see
Darkness we never knew
Now we pray you are free

For Robin
11th-Aug-2014 09:03 pm - Oh Captain, my Captain
A bright light and brilliant talent has gone out for us with the death of Robin Williams. I am devastated by the loss, and I hope and pray that all the love the world felt for him will be a comfort for his family and all those who knew and loved him.

We don't know what he was going through to make him feel suicide was his only option, but I hope that he's at peace now.

11th-Aug-2014 08:52 pm - New wallpaper
No one can blame me for wanting to create something with the new photoshoot Jensen did for the Chinese Harper's Bazaar. Comments?

EDIT: Second version, in case the first one doesn't work for you...

11th-Aug-2014 11:47 am - Advice?
Bang head
My brother just found out he's got shingles. Have any of you had it before and can share advice on how to deal with it, and what he can expect? Thanks.
19th-Jul-2014 05:00 am - Our birthday boy!
8th-Jul-2014 02:05 pm - Posing a fanfic question
Bang head
I'm strictly in the SPN/J2 fandom so my question is for that. Does anyone actually read het fic, or is gen fic and slash all anyone wants? I ask because I'm close to finishing writing a teen Sam/OFC fic, and I wonder if I'd be wasting my time posting it here or at AO3 when it's complete. I've been posting it a chapter at a time at ff.net, but I know that site is basically passe these days, which is why I don't get much response there.

Do I even bother? Will any of you be interested in reading it?

Summary: Sam is shy, horny, and still a virgin. He's also smitten with a girl from school. Can he find the courage to make her his, and get rid of his cursed virgin status? Set circa 2000. Sam is aged 16/17. Sam/OFC, Dean, mention of John. NC17 for het teen sex.

Be honest with me, gang. I can take it.
27th-Jun-2014 08:05 pm - Guys...what's wrong with this fandom?
I don't know why it has to happen to some of our best and brightest, but euclase has been bullied so much she's taken down all her artworks and deleted her accounts here, at Tumblr and at Deviantart. Bullies strike again. I don't know all the details, but it's enough to know that she's felt the need to leave. If you know her personally and have contact with her, please tell her she's got support, and not just other fans. I've seen Twitter posts from Kim Rhodes, Orlando Jones and Sebastian Roche who are also giving her support, and in fact, Kim wants to get in touch with her. If you can help them connect, please do so.

There's too many assholes in fandom who aren't content unless they are vomiting hate and wank, and God...it needs to STOP! Those of us who appreciate our fandom artists and all others who find themselves on the receiving end of bullies need to step up and do what we can to show them the love and support they need. I mean, if you can't say something nice, then just STFU and go away. We don't need that kind of evil lurking.

Let's support her, ok? As we're posting at Twitter, #WeSupportEuclase.

ETA: Note from Euclase...and this will end my part of the discussion.

Everyone, I am fine. I just needed a break. I regret having not come online sooner—before this all got entirely out hand.

I can’t believe the support you all have given me, but please don’t make assumptions without checking the facts: I didn’t delete anything on Tumblr or on Deviantart. My art is definitely still there, just hidden for now. I was not bullied off of the internet, only “tired of being bullied” in general. It’s something I’m used to but something I’m not always equipped to deal with, and occasionally I need a break. Hence the blankout.

I sincerely apologize for any drama this has caused. I never meant it to skyrocket like this. I ask you to please stop spamming my name to celebrities on Twitter, please stop blaming each other, and please don’t make hasty judgments. Fandom is full of so many wonderful people, and I am staggered by your kindness and humbled that I could help you all find a voice in a fight against bullying (and to support your fellow artists!), but I would appreciate it very much if you could do your best not to make things worse when your intentions are so good. I will see you soon.

Thank you again.

23rd-Jun-2014 05:44 pm - Call for help....
One of our SPN family members needs our help.

Go here to read her story and help out if you can. http://www.gofundme.com/alsx2w Also, please help spread the word.
17th-Jun-2014 02:29 pm - Three-way collaboration
I fell in love with a new manip by travellerintime and showed it to my bestie platinumrosel, and between the three of us, I came up with this... (manip by Tess, ficlet by Kim and art by me.)

Click on image to go to full size. If shared elsewhere online, give credit to all three of us. Thanks.

9th-Jun-2014 02:50 pm - 7 Days of Self Promo
The Days:
1. Something old
2. Something new
3. Something you made for someone else
4. Something you made just for yourself
5. Something for a major fandom/pairing/character

6. Something for a minor fandom/pairing/character
7. Something you're just really proud of

Rather than art this time, here's a link on one of my fics that I wrote myself, instead of doing it with my writing partner, platinumrosel. It took me a long time to get it written, but I'm pretty proud of it.

Supernatural fandom, Sam and Dean gen fic, from Sam's POV.

Hidden Blessings - A decision Sam made while at Stanford comes back to change his life. Dean's vow, "We take care of our own" takes new meaning for Sam. AU.

If you haven't read it yet, I'd love for you to do so and let me know what you think. Kudos are wonderful, but comments are even better!


Since I work all day tomorrow, I'll double post.

1. Something old
2. Something new
3. Something you made for someone else
4. Something you made just for yourself
5. Something for a major fandom/pairing/character

6. Something for a minor fandom/pairing/character
7. Something you're just really proud of

I wish I had something for this one. Anything I might have added would have been from a previous fandom I was in (Highlander) but that was before I was online. It was also before I was doing my graphic arts, and the fics I wrote were not put online after, and they also weren't nearly as good as I can do now. That was back in my "Mary Sue" days, and I'm not comfortable sharing them.


I'm gonna wrap this up (I'm cheating, I know) by giving my last example.

1. Something old
2. Something new
3. Something you made for someone else
4. Something you made just for yourself
5. Something for a major fandom/pairing/character

6. Something for a minor fandom/pairing/character
7. Something you're just really proud of

I know I've spoken of creations I'm proud of, but I wanted to show these examples. I'll explain each one as I go.

J2 Across Time-art

This one is obviously a Jensen manip. I am hoping to get a fic written for me (obsidianromance has promised me one!)
I created this earlier on in my "swapping heads" manip making, and I'm pleased with how well it turned out.

This is another manip I made hoping for a fic to come out of it, but I haven't been successful yet. The banner I made using it has been misplaced, but here's my attempt at creating Jared as a Confederate soldier


Thanks for reading, gang!
7th-Jun-2014 08:49 pm - Taking a break...
I'm not a happy girl right now. I'm gonna take a break from doing fanart for fanfic writers (except for my darling obsidianromance) for a while. I'm not feeling appreciated, and I need to cool off before I resume doing my art (for free, mind you) on a regular basis.

All I'll say is this: doing fanart (no matter what kind - photo blends/manips or traditional) is every bit as worthy of credit as the fanfic it is created for. To be made to feel that my artist's credit is of lesser importance than the author's is not gonna fly with me. If that's how the author feels, then I'm not the artist for them. There are plenty of others in this fandom who can be asked.

I do my art for free because I love doing it, I love helping fellow fans of SPN, and the practice is good for me. Now, if someone wants to actually PAY me for my work, I would be willing to keep doing edits until my client is happy, and if fading out my credit is what they ask, then I'll consider it. NO WAY will anyone convince me what I do is not important.

Maybe I'm blowing this out of proportion, but I'm still pissed off.
7th-Jun-2014 08:05 pm - 7 Days of Self Promo
The Days:
1. Something old
2. Something new
3. Something you made for someone else
4. Something you made just for yourself
5. Something for a major fandom/pairing/character

6. Something for a minor fandom/pairing/character
7. Something you're just really proud of

I tend to make a lot of stuff for myself. I love taking photos of the guys when they were younger and manipping them together. I'm pretty proud of this piece:


I later used it for the banner for one of my favorite fandom author's J2 fic.
5th-Jun-2014 07:53 am - 7 Days of Self Promo
The Days:
1. Something old
2. Something new
3. Something you made for someone else
4. Something you made just for yourself
5. Something for a major fandom/pairing/character
6. Something for a minor fandom/pairing/character
7. Something you're just really proud of

Something new: I use this on my Twitter home page.


Since I work all day tomorrow, I'm doubling up today.

The Days:
1. Something old
2. Something new
3. Something you made for someone else
4. Something you made just for yourself
5. Something for a major fandom/pairing/character
6. Something for a minor fandom/pairing/character
7. Something you're just really proud of

I have a LOT of examples for this one, since I art for a lot of fanfics. I'm just gonna choose one of my favorites.


I art for a lot of obsidianromance's fics. This is just one of them.
4th-Jun-2014 03:55 pm - 7 Days of Self Promo
All the cool kids are doing it, so let me join ya'll!

The Days:

1. Something old
2. Something new
3. Something you made for someone else
4. Something you made just for yourself
5. Something for a major fandom/pairing/character
6. Something for a minor fandom/pairing/character
7. Something you're just really proud of

Something old: Before I was in the SPN fandom, I was in the Blood Ties fandom. This is a piece of art I did back then, circa 2010.

2nd-Jun-2014 11:58 am - Posting this because...
Jensen *facepalm*
...it needs to be said. :-/

30th-May-2014 04:27 pm - SPN chibis
I was led to an online chibi maker, and I decided to play around with it to see if I could chibify some of the characters. So far, I've only done Sam, Dean, Castiel and Crowley, but I plan to make more. What do you think?

Here's the link if you want to make your own. If you do, share! http://www.dolldivine.com/chibi-maker.php



Edited to add a few more... John, Mary, Bobby and Gabriel...


30th-May-2014 05:00 am - What a year!
Princess JJ is a year old!

20th-May-2014 10:13 pm - Ok...so I was half right...
Don't read if you haven't watched the season finale yet...

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